my 12WBT

This is a tricky one to start.
I almost feel like I would be baring my soul if I let lose on where my mindset is at the moment, so please bear with me.
I am ready to start the 12WBT, I cant wait infact. I have read others blogs and experiences and it has been quite amazing to realise what people are going through. So thanks to everyone who shows such brutal honesty.
I hope that this experience teaches me that it is ok to show my feelings and express myself without the feeling that someone, somewhere is laughing.
Lets KICK IT!